I am a failure but ignores it, others encourage me otherwise but they fail to see with their eyes but only their ears.

I am a failure but still try otherwise, I see people fail and warn myself not too but still fall into the hole of failure, unable to think otherwise.

I am a failure, at least I think I am. I'm starting to believe them who see with their ears, listening to their kind words and loving affection but fail to realize the doubt and untruth in some of their words.

I am……stagnant. I am neither a failure or a person who succeds, I find myself in the middle of my life, my problems and my achievements, trying to decide which holds the most weight….which side to choose, but fails to so I stand in the middle of a crossroad, unable to move, stuck in place like a ancient tree, just waiting for a purpose in life.

I have become ancient like the tree, but unable to move. I move in the direction that was not of my choosing but of the lions den we humans call society. Being miserable and unhappy like everyone around me, not feeling nothing but a hint of happiness from my lifetime as I regret my choices

By the end of the day, it was up to me to make the choices but let the lions in the den scare me into the choice that resulted in coerched.